I was a single leaf hanging around, just waving in the breeze of existence I tasted the waters of life as they descended from not I know, But it felt good as I was enveloped with their droplets.
But time moved on and where once there were many of us snuggled up, knowing that we weren't alone but then the mood of times changed and where lush greens of shade merged now others changed again.
Some were tinged in the throws of a burgundy eclipse, not fully formed but a curvature of a merging of contemplating. Which suited them in this formation of what was and what they were becoming..
Others were no longer in sight, they were wisps in the breath of life taken from their resting and absconded from our sight. I felt this diversity upon my being, I was not the same as I was before a shade unknown.
My brothers and sisters malted to their new shades of complexity. Like before we were all green but not the same subtle hues, shapes, made us different from those above and those descended below now we once again changed.
As if our inner beings were now given the complexation of inner thoughts, saturated in these new hues, we were departing from each other falling into a distance not contemplated before, we were only a few foliage now near naked.
I couldn't take this loneliness anymore, I was only one of two that lingered in this abyss of cold contemplation. I was cherry red or so I was told now I heard whispers that I was a withered brown now, my time finite.
Wondering whether to loosen my grip now frail and lingering of the prospect of just Letting go and releasing myself in to oblivions breath seeing where it takes me beyond this place I falter in desperation.
So weak am I, a shell of my former elegance that once flourished with so many others. Now we are singular in numbers and I am weak from this breath of life loosening my holding with each colder day.
Relinquishing my need to be here, I slowly seed the air with my being and ponder the tranquillity of my predicament. Looking I see the branch that held me for so long, now distant from me as I descend.
Withered I saw the green of the place in static motion below. And my senses did ponder upon the ligaments, depleted carcasses of those know now nothing but a husk and then realization breathed upon me. And I knew I was now but nourishment for the cold earth below.
the thoughts and trials of a leaf from growth to fall and ultimately finding out its fate...