You promise you'll hurt me bad but keep me in your arms. I accept the pain and being a ******* I return it in pleasure. Being with you I pretty much sold my soul. A bargain that make no sense but I can see myself with you. You can't return love properly but you can make me feel so good. I have many reasons not to stay and many reasons to have you sent away. My heart and mind are tightly chained so I can't leave. I never react or get tired of the thing you do to me but sometimes I do get scared. Can I just wrap my arms around you and make you become sane for a minute? Can this be the day you realize that I'm not against you? Your condition won't allow you to be happy and your anger is always taken out on me. Just know that I'm hurting but not the one suffering. Just know that I will die for you and because of you.