Our temporal lobes have neurons whose sole purpose Is to recognize faces You see, humans are meant to be connected Our bodies should vibrate From the sounds of emotional resonance We are meant to be seen, Really seen, delving deeply into streams of running water Where our vulnerability makes love with our experience And this need is so great, that day after day, year after year, We open our mouths with hope That our words can share a meaning with someone But mostly, we are left colliding Or surviving near misses Driving through relationship guardrails Over the edge into desperation We are left holed up in separate hospital beds Isolated by IV drips of disappointment Until we tell ourselves that true happiness is a myth And the word βsoulmateβ was intended for everyone else This used to be me And it used to be you
When I awoke this morning Remnants of our laughter were singing on your pillow There are 86 lashes on your right, upper eye lid I can almost see them listening to me Conduits for comprehension As I speak, You turn your ear so it can graze my lips I whisper while I stare at your profile Blinking, gentle smile lines And my heart lunges toward yours like a magnet I have crawled inside your pupils To be covered with wet, black paint shining From your spirit outward Opposite of indifferent Our faces so close that I can taste you breathing This strange sensation is the absence of fear I. See. You. I have always known you I can pull the IV out of my arm Because what keeps me alive, Is that you know me too