I might suicide now
or I just want to die somehow

I can't bear this pain
as all my efforts go in vain,
as I find no help in these help-lines.

I am not scared of breaking this world's law
All I am scared of is breaching Jesus's law
I am too confused with all these laws
But my love, what else can I do when you are lost.

How can I start living again?
How can I be happy again?
Where can I find peace again?
Will I get a chance again?
Will you be giving me a chance again?

There should be an answer for all these
For all these questions at least.
I know that I will never find an answer for this
as nobody gives any sh*t.

May be I should suicide now
though I don't wanna die now
All I now need is that moment
Huh, I wasted that second, again
I got lost and just found myself still alive
That ain't good, that ain't right as I am never gonna be alright.

May be I should suicide now
Even I think I wanna die now

Honey, Don't you think that you should help me die
As you are the only one who told me to go and die!