I’m tired, I wish I could sleep more. I went to the bathroom, I looked in the mirror. I practiced my fake smile, I might need it today. Black clothes are my favorite, I put a black band t-shirt on. I put my hair up, I look in the mirror again. I see a broken hearted girl with parents who don’t love her. I want to die; I don’t want to fight or struggle anymore. I wanted to get away from my parents, I still do. I don’t want to keep moving around. I feel like a piece of furniture that people buy and then later sell. My birth-family didn’t want me, my adoptive parents don’t want me do they?