The darkness that seeps through The curtains of my mind, The insecurities that claw out From the inside. The fear of abandonment That pushes me to the extremes, The solidarity of my thoughts Makes me scream. The friends that turned into foe.. And the enemies that turned into friends This circle of life Surprises me to no end. The endless lies and promises That they refuse to keep, The easy replacement of my friendship Still stings me deep. The apathy that starts to grow With each passing moment, Makes me resolute to be numb And to end this torment.