How far have the remaining drops traveled Or do my veins only flow with manuscript memories Armed with only dream vague solution birthrights White clouds dot the trail for each of my steps The lines on the map alternate between dawn and dusk An awakening that resembles gray morning night But to an observer what passes as life is only a painting Red does not stop but instead draws your flesh near Green does not go but instead lays to be walked upon Yellow does not slow but instead only says I told you so It is only experience that tells you why you canβt trust me The stark value of shock is only reality coming home You thought it before but not with someone you just met At least not today, our perversions must grow slowly Still you deny it until the secret code is chosen at random Then the door will open and you will find what is inside of me Is really inside of you like the droplets of a life you once knew