after all the others come and go
I want to be with her
she just is it
she causes me just enough angst
to keep me interested
like the thing you can't quite own
but have that need for
and it's so ******* hard to
put into words
it hurts
but you know
how that is
she is on your mind when
things are good
and more when
everything falls apart
and she has that knowing
you shared everything you  
knew with her
and her with you
and......so
it is meant to be
one way or
the other
maybe....