- and alight the cord to see the inward lamp glow again watch the room unroll like eyelids opening, let it fill the space. the walls are bare and pale as bone and the ceiling has been pried off, like a cardboard box cut at the top, and the sky: a mirror above it. the light reaches towards the mirror and there's no reflection - the lamp has short arms, clumsy fingers like a child and cannot keep the sky but for the stars reaching back through pin-pricked holes.
the imagery whispers quietly in neutrals, bone white and starlight alike speaking back and forth on the folly of the universe outside and how it only seems to exist for decay. they do not laugh at the absurdity; they feel as if they are the same, living reflections of the stars' cycles - life for the purpose of death, death for the purpose of perpetuation - and when their story ends the inward lamp burns it's course to expiration, but this is not the end. you need to reach -
been researching a lot about mortality in contemporary philosophy and the line "death wears the mantle of absurdity" came up. I'm loath to try to understand why mortality inspires me, because if I explain it to myself I'll pick it to pieces and never get the same feeling from it. maybe it's just the pursuit of the unknown that draws me so