i want to write
i want to write so i can empty my brain from all the unnecessary thoughts
so i can look back tomorrow or next week or in a decade
(with you next to me)
and remember how i felt
feel
now

but i cant
there are too many words
too many thoughts
too many events      
too many emotions
that nothing is coherent
and im so spoilt for choice that i dont know what to say


*tors