I hate this feeling of dread knowing that no matter how I prepare myself I won't be able to stop it
No matter who I surround myself with I cannot stop the inevitable feeling that I will feel When I am away from my family even for a single day
I can't hide from the feeling of homesick and I don't think it will change
I know people say being homesick is good. It means you belong somewhere. But I always wonder... What happens when I'm older and alone. When I'm not constantly surrounded by a loving family? What will I do then. I wish I were more independent.