When I ******* I try to think of straight guys, I think about you though. I don’t want to; I know it’s wrong. My mom will judge me, even though she says she will be ok with whoever I end up with. My family will think I’m wrong. I have a hard time of going to church, because I think about what they would say if they found out. I don’t want to be labeled. I wish I didn’t feel this way, I don’t want these confusing thoughts and have to worry about what people will say. Will you look at me differently once you find out? I don’t know who to tell, I don’t know how to say it. I think about her, I love her. Is this normal? will I ever think the way I once did again?