That time we spent together was influential for me.
He was like Halloween.
Fun and exciting, scary and weird.
He introduced me to things about myself that I didn't know.
I loved him for exposing a side of himself to me that most people never got to know.
To this day, I think he still loves me.
Purely.
I broke his heart after spending all night on the phone telling each other how much we meant to the other, I ran away in fear and there was an entire year that we didn't speak and I felt like I was going crazy.
I loved that boy.
The late nights, the alcohol, the ****, starlit drives, the bond we created.
I have never met someone who so honestly said how he felt.