It will all make sense in the end The turmoil the lack of control The gifts bestowed and blindness to light The need to dive into a deeper understanding And lifetime drowning in questions Desdain for perfection and possession by it The words like a broken thread of beads Now scattered out of my grip And precision of what needs to be said Kindness that brings tears and malice Answered with a smile It will all tie together in a tight knot Into the last breath that will only be that A breath and a memory