17. The age I started driving Had platinum hair I owned a 2004 red Jetta Won an abundance of awards And gave me everything to every bit of it all And had so little awareness for the world outside The deep southern walls.
Got off the phone With the Beautiful Innovator He's gotta couch surf, live the free rent life Move out of his safe, creative space His voice strong but wavering In poetic facts The trauma of the weekend combing With the twists and turns of familial life or death Money to pay rent, save a life Fronting money, fronting money He cupped and created opportunity With his bare long ringed hands I listen to him speak And provide my constant ear He said I'm sorry to lay all of this at your feet Surprised by my patience Others were overwhelmed and didn't know what to say He said.
I close my eyes between moments My chest becoming tight Worrying and fearing for all my people Signs up in the air, I watch their live steams Screaming in the faces of police officers We all feel so wrong So many lost How do we make it stop?
I didn't mean to say visibility wasn't important But theres just gotta be another way my love.
17 people arrested Since the moment I left the Illinois state And at times I think on this big hunk of urban concrete And see it for what it really is.
I don't know what to do my with privilege Things change so quickly and on such a dime Little brother shows me evidence Those 17 must have been violent A list from CNN of how cops were wounded I mark my eyes out silently with x's Tell Beautiful Innovator to be safe, to keep level headed So many looking to you, brother love.
What has to change? What can we do to change it? The numbers ebb in waves like pixie sticks ****** down tubes by those far more innocent Just wanna feel good, positive I say I love you often now
Officers have pretty bad judgement Officers have pretty bad judgement Officers have pretty bad judgement Shot down Shot down Shot down I cannot watch the videos.
I should be editing my essay about baking Book that gig But all I can think about is you And our loved ones Out there with your braided hair and colorful shirts My God, be safe.