Letting go! Is letting go as easy as said ? 
Does letting go happen in one day ??
It’s been weeks and I still think of you ! I still miss you I still love you but you love her .
Last night you creeped in my thoughts while she creeped in my bed as I kissed her sweet caring and wanting lips I still craved you I craved your lips, your touch your fragrance not that I didn’t enjoy the company! But it wasn’t you! She called me daddy and I thought of you she did very **** things but I still thought of you! Having someone in my bed the next morning that wasn’t you didn’t feel the same It didn’t feel like home I’m not sure if it was a mistake or to help heal the pain, 
I touched her body aroused her skin, kissed her softly from head to toe and held her tight against my chest as the late night made its way to meet with the sunrise she scratched my back yelling my name, I pulled her hair back that seemed to make her insane as our body intertwined and clothes were being ripped apart like wolfs creeping in the dark night 
in my mind my heart howled for you! 
I layed back holding her but deep inside I was wishing it was you ? Why can’t you get out my head why do you drive me insane??? All I did was love you and you ran away to your ex.
Do you think of me when you talk to her do you think of me when she tells you sweet words?? 
Why do I torture my self continuously ? 
why do I think you’ll come back when I know deep down it’ll never be.
I guess I’ll never know how to let go until I forget you with the next