you left me and i hate you for that but i want you to be happy so i guess thats why you left. but you left me at such a bad time i understand you were sick and you couldnt help it i was only young i didnt quite get what was happening but you were my best friend and i loved you too the moon and beyond as i got older though i went through the same thing with mum and i was scared ill loose her too but she is still here you were looking over her keeping her strong i just hope one day i will see you again. i love you and miss you so much. i just hope you are proud of the young girl ive turned into and our joke will never get old.