The-One.... was not-- who I thought you were, I thought that, you were close to the one. ...The other one that, I wanted but you were not--- and I'm over it..... Are- You? You-Know, How sometimes you think that, you want something or even someone but when you have it--- or get them; it's right at that very moment that: You realize or that it hits you-- like a brick that, you really don't want them....or it at all. Ever, been there? Ever, said that--- You loved someone just to have *** with them--- and after you were done..... You realized that, it was a big mistake; I mean not only was it not good--- but now you feel bad: because they're into you and all--- you want to do is run. I mean, Like run...... Real fast and take a bath..... wash them off--- of you and somehow---- wishing that you could wash them ---and the act right out of your head?Have, You ever told someone that, they looked good in an outfit; that you--- knew that-they....Looked a hot-mess-in....Just because you didn't know how to tell them, that they were jacked-up? Then, a few minutes later someone else comes in and tells them...... Upfront-- that they....looked like a hott-mess; and they go off on you-- for not being {as it were real.....honest?} I'm just wondering...... Why-Why, Do We Do It!!!!!?