Standing in the crowd

yet I feel all alone

questioning the motives

of everyone that comes

No real since of family because

they were not there

me is all I got

The family is dysfunctional 

and that's saying a lot

Growing up,

I was the only one to govern

what was right and what was

wrong
I never thought twice about

killing someone

not physically of course but was

my words unbound

I never wished to be this person

I have got to calm down