Take a pencil and paper and sit down in a quiet place. Now make a list of all of the extraordinary things that have happened in your life. Document each one carefully then do a search online. See what the probability of each occurring individually would be then put them together and quantify that. List them by the good and bad, then figure in the things you have done for good or ill. Once you have the numbers with and without your actions ask yourself, is it all coincidence or are the numbers too improbable to be anything but divine action. Then decide for yourself, what do I believe?