No matinee today from my blackbird, the robin too, is off sick and the rain is so insistent, that the shoosh of the wind in the birch tree is just a whisper.
On days like this, lonely people in lonely lives give over and give up; here in this gun free country the gas oven, the dressing gown cord and stored up sleeping pills, are enough and enable the tired to leave without saying goodbye.
The dead do not read obituaries, are not here to unravel confusions, to answer the question. Why? to answer the question. Why? to answer the question. Why?
Now there is one less setting at table a bedroom door stays shut and in the bathroom the toothbrush goes dry in the mug. The clean shirts at the dry cleaners are picked up andΒ Β on their hangers with the new heeled shoes in their bag are fresh goods for the charity shop.
And in this big city village no one cares no one really cares
The music is "Le Pas de Chat Noir" by Anouer Brehen It is truly depressing!