Love
that word
which leaves me
puzzled, mind struck, dizzy
Do I tho? Love him? Do I tho? Feel it?
Does he make my heart skip like he used?
does his voice mesmerize me like before?
my mind has the answer, but my heart
  little thing is confused about this
  it wants to admit it, but too afraid
it wants to cut the rope
the rope of love
from him
to me
.
.
.
.
.
I love him, I love him not!