So easy to revert to drugs. So simple to hit the bottle. Too quickly I do whats wrong. Too soon I lash out in anger. Kills me knowing that my mind is weak. Pains me thinking I cant overcome. You have broken me to nothing. I feel nothing. I am nothing. Why must I lose myself hate myself. Why cant you love me? Do you still think of me? Hello? Answer me please. F*ck you! I hate you! I'm sorry. I love you........... Silence. Numb. Cold. Dark. Empty. Scared. Alone. Love is so powerful. I shiver to the wrath of its loss. Everyone looks for love thrives for love needs love. But no one is prepared to lose love. Tears of acid run down my face. The poison has consumed me. Nothing left but a shell. Nothing left but a shell.
Bad time in my life love is crazy but things worked out. Stay positive!