youth will drain out of this skin in waves, and you come to me in light light light light, smash our teeth on collarbones grooves where knuckle grows into jaw, sacrifice love on the cornerstones when you sing of safety and a land I have never reached. when father calls me daughter and I bleed split lip syrup thick, two glazed eyes of the celestial city passing by push us in as we pull ourselves out here, here in between these fingers in the palm that lies gapes gasps gasping for air all for a promise, the prayers on the tip of my tongue amen, amen, amen.