Have you ever wondered, What if I was never born? What if I was dead? I have plenty of times and in my head it goes like this. I'm at home and I see my family laughing and enjoying life, but they don't see me I'm confused at first but then I realize I'm dead. I see a picture with them by my grave and I want to cry but I can't because I'm dead. So that's how it looks to me, how about you?