In the very dark of night Where everything is out of sight With a knife on pale white flesh I made a creation, new and fresh Bright and red I drew some reins Trying to redirect the pain Away from my swelling brain So some sanity I might retain But once I started I couldn't refrain Knife sliced, blood flew Laughter ensued Now my body looks like tracks of a train Everything still remains Pain and agony I stubbornly retain Nothing lost well ever be regained Like the sand on the beach, I'm but a grain