Love sick
Mad mad
Sickening love
I  wake up
In the middle of
The night feeling
So ****** good
Everything hurts
And aches
And the pain
Is pulsating through
My entire body
Making everything
Hard
Hard to breath
Hard to think
Hard to just lay there
And life is sweating
And seeping
From the dark chasms
Of my soul
And every demon
And devil and monster
Screaming and howling
From the bottom
Of my depths
Chanting
Your name
Over and
Over agian
And my heart
Repeating
The same song
The same syllables
Your name
Again and
Again
And I'm helpless
Against the
Madness and illness
Of this infection
Of dreams and hopes
And fears and exhilaration
Just laying there
Strangled by the
Sheets and blankets
And wishes of
Your alluring scent
Haunted by fingers
That have yet
To be interlocked with mine
My mouth dry and parched
Longing for that sweet
Bite of eternity
Waiting on your lips
My neck eager to
Feel your teeth
Break its skin
Letting forevers blood flow free
My heart full
But taking in more still
Growing larger
The seams splitting
But refusing to break
Carving my insides out
To make more space
For this
Mad mad sickening
Love
And I twist and turn
And writhe and toss
In the middle of the night
And my mouth
Whispering
The chant  
And the song
Every syllable sweetly
Passing from my depths
Past my heart
And through my throat
And falling from my lips
Onto my empty pillow
Your name
In my every thought
My  every
Breath
Pushing
This pain
And ach
And infection
And illness
And madness
Through my blood
And heart
And soul with
This love sick
Mad mad
Sickening love