My life has been overwhelming to say the lest I'm sure ready for deaths sweet release The sorrow that has filled my cup Has burst over and swallowed me up Now in the belly of the beast Waiting for deaths release Drowning in all this bile As problems just pile Afraid to see one more day Afraid of all that's coming my way I want to close my eyes, never to open I can't help it my mind is broken My spirit is crushed My life doesn't mean much I pray for release God can do that for me at lest