Halfway there. There is no turning back. I must push, shove, and climb to stay on track. There is no failure. No starting to slack. Until I have earned my merit I must not crack. My dried tear stains. My bloodied wounds. Have been exposed. There is nothing and yet everything to loose. Somehow a mustard seed of hope stays intact. For I want to see my name in the first position plastered on that plaque. It might be a selfish act but to see how you'd react would in fact please me. We'd both know how much I tried to reach this place Back when I was Halfway there.