I felt like writing something deeper than anything before. On a conversation. Ode to your spirituality, And the words you said, that resonate in my mind. You know, the time that your on that couch, and your knees are being shoved apart. And you're saying no. And you're shutting down. When it's done, repaint the picture. Hug your abuser. Saying "I forgive you" And truly meaning it, Is the hardest, but most priceless gift That you could ever give yourself. Because maybe you know the life your abuser has led may have been tragic. Like getting screamed at, or locked in closets. Or maybe they are just that. Repaint the picture, and when the image is done replaying, say "I forgive you". Open the door to the rest of your life. To the newfound freedom those words actually allow.
Thank you, K.H. for inspiring me to see a different light.