Beyonce's Lemonade made me cry Weep just silent tears streaming down my face Two pivotal moments within 57 minutes Moved to tears.
Just as I have been thinking That I'm a dry well in need of warm water.
The sounds of moaning, hiccups Laughter My room mate and her lovers took over the Campbell House today. It is very annoying.
But I educate and grow my mind Sleep comes soon And the bodies in this room Too will be gone The shenanigans can only last so long.
My brothers girlfriend left him again I wish everyone in my house would stop talking Just for a moment, that I could cut out all the sound Delete my snap chat, any moment showcasing Things I perhaps you could say, Miss out on you But I would rather grow my mind Do my time Last night I hit a frenzy Every time a man looked my way I looked the other direction And very kindly and sternly asked them To get off the **** stage
Let the women have their moment.
Plans we were supposed to have I prefer the solace of my room Tomorrow is Monday.
Beautiful Innovator calls me on the phone We run and ignite fires, keeping them fresh and hot In different parts of Chicago The leader of Canvas compared me to a hawk last night He said I'll grow into a swan Hawk. I'm beautiful but dangerous Hawks eat the faces off of squirrels But everyone wants to photograph their beauty.
Sometimes I feel trapped by all the love Of people wanting to jump on the wagon And it makes me act out in small ways.
It makes me think back To running away from you in the streets of Chicago Me and summer time so new I didn't ******* know you No, I didn't know you But you fell in love with me. And come into my room now when I'm not home Searching for the last piece of yourself To claim back.
Take it and go. And I unblock you on my cell phone Because its my attempt To--in the tiniest way Try to hate you and your mistakes less.
I take criticism I bite the bullet I bite my tongue at times There are so many **** things I could say But I do pick and choose my battles I've had a cold for about 3 weeks Restless. Restless. We snort ******* and dance the night away But thats not really my forte.
And of course you did. Because hawks Swans We cannot help but be mystfiied by them. I think and consolidate If I could shut all the noise out Just for the rest of the night With my two lean hands I would hold them up to the sky Let the silence be gold.
Your name got brought up to me last night I looked just like a mermaid. Dress my room mate like fire Opposites, we embrace it I sink in the deepest puddles of Not knowing But I don't wanna always be joined at the hip Of him or her And when I feel that begin to happen I run.
So here I am running in reverse in the pits of my brain My room thats slowly falling apart Shabby gyspy living, can't keep it up I don't wanna be a gypsy no more.
I wanna live And I wanna be so alive And I don't want it to be for anyone But the goodness and joy of life Regardless of how hard things get Or how dull a moment can become But I'm strong enough to lock myself away in my room When I need and want
I was asked tonight what is my end goal And I said I no longer know what any of that looks like.