i'm dying here this wretched place where savage wind cut cold my face where clocks crass scream brings hollow thought eyes the mirror blank and caught in ancient battles on ancient fields heart and mind wall that shields i want to touch i want to reach the shore that never hugs the beach and leave this soul now spent and sad longing for the dream it had longing for the gentle smile the night when i can sit a while and look into another's eyes and gaze the sun now on the rise