Till the day I die, I will hope for more. I will push my way through the waves of the remains of my life

I have pushed away my friends, and the people I love. All because of one person, who remains secret.

Always trying to keep you warm, when your the sun -1985
It's painful to push you away, yet so easy. I play tug-a-war in my head, fighting for my right to leave you.  

please, let me go

forever and always

Till the day I die, I will love you