I feel
like a **** spectator
I see things happen,
but I'm scared to do a thing about it.
I am scared that I will die.
That I won't do something good.
I feel
like the fallen soldier,
on call of duty,
who watches other people
fro the spectator screen.
I hear that she just cut,
yet I cannot stop her.
I cannot hold her.
I am only a spectator.