Hey,
you're never going to break
this system.
How can you love
someone when you can't even
love yourself?
When you stay up late
so nobody would see
how you cut your skin
open until your blood
comes, flowing nonstop
And you waste so much toothpaste
because purging and brushing
your teeth works best for you
Now you can't even give
a great blowjob
without wanting to throw-up.
No one will be brave enough
to take a risk with you
because you can't even
love yourself.
You're just waiting
and wanting to fade away
soon.
So you try to numb the pain
when it intensifies
but most of the time.
You feel nothing.
but baby, that's okay.
You're so good at pretending
they're never going to figure out
how much you want to
slit your throat
from point A
down to your navel