Unless you are here for a reason, your presence thrusting and thrusting, what for? This thing has no name it does not understand - its incompleteness, its sleuth for finality. Maybe when a hand is buried with a manifold of many others in the fall -- to initiate a conflagration is to remember it for the first time. All versions of the same absence. If you are here for no reason, then what for, what use does the body subscribe to?
What about, say, the abundance of Balete had you consciously wearing your shirt inside out so as to feel placeness? What now that your hand fastens my entrails? There is no multiplying feeling into truth. We do not know that the Sun through the interstices of leaves is a small child, or a swift woman. No other answer but rue and rage, across our slanted shadows in the dank perimeter. Your eyes finagle to annotate the bow of my leg. Or the curvature of moon. Anything it has in their own, vicious sights grappling the flesh now inflamed; anything they will ravish completely and leave drained. A wrinkled body of a log, or a forgotten manuscript.
These are all answers I have to invent. Intuitive, unwise, unsolicited. Somewhere, I had to point out the differentiating margin between speaking too much and conveying so little, and the finite amplitude of silence sensing out something in you, about you, and arriving here. Why are you here? What are you doing? What must I be when you are not?