these are letters my skin has hidden in codes i don't think anyone could crack, but you came into my life, day by day figuring out what every page of me meant. you loved how the ink felt against your fingertips, you loved the way it rolled off your tongue. you loved it even more when my mouth tasted of cheap ***** and god knows what. but when you put the pieces together and the taste of my mouth grew too bitter for you, you left me, all exposed with secrets let loose. now how am i ever going to be myself again?