I paint the night, the ******* gloss; Colouring the grass and their floss; Keeping watch o'er the careful storm; The air of the night is clear and warm.
I sketch again, the reddened corpse; To colour it black, on purpose; Laid dead in a battered light; The awful course of his smug fright.
I pat again the pouring rain; Hiding the hideous battle scene; And yellow for the beaming sands; The soft canvas, the howling wind.
I touch the graying lithe flowers; Pictured wet by unheard showers; And so their drizzles hath softened; Leaving the slaughtered stones fastened.
Who says I'll hide my greasy face; The painter that hath done his best; I hath not the tears of a beast-- I hath found my ill soul, at least;
Who says I eat flowing water; For rivers can be disobedient; For greenness can keep a hound On the sunburnt higher grounds.
Who says turpentine is a rose; For 'tis but shorter than a prose; And whose leaves can be shaky; To the wind that once set me free.
Who says that love shall cure, and mess With my boisterous, dainty rest; Who says they hath a soul, this beast That unites souls on the rose's feast.
Who says the grass hath sought much growth When it hath but fainted three times; Under the hot sun, grown rainbows More than they would be pleased to show.
And who says I shall paint with love; Love be ease, but a curse to me; A sordid spell I shan't welcome The erased song I shan't become.
And who says I ought yet to freeze; To be foolish, and to be told To be free like a lazy breeze I hath my own truth to behold;
And who says I shall cut my skin To entrance them, and to be seen For what a love may falsely mean; What hath an insincere dream been?
And who says I shall paint lithe lies To further stretch my long night skies; That I paint with enhanced delight In a demure beige, sweet daylight;
And who says I shall be with thee That I can fake ponderous lights; For the mornings are not in me; Neither are their hours, nor green light.
And who says I shall not be free; For freedom too is not idyll; For normal is not what I see; For common is not what I feel.