I see the pain inside you, and there is nothing I can do I know I'm part of what hurts your heart But I can't give relief to you You need to search inside yourself And find a way to fight A way to put the past in the past And leave it there for life You must unchain yourself From the pain of your past If you are ever to live free Fight your way Back to the place That you truly want to be You have the strength within you To take the first step to heal To reach out your hand and ask for help Tell God how you feel Know my child you are but human And mistakes are a part of you Leave them behind you and move ahead Start your life anew The pain of your past cannot hurt you If you leave it where it belongs Take the step and move ahead Upward, and onward. Be strong.
February 8, 2015
I wrote this for my son, five months before he died of a drug overdose one month before his 31st birthday. Drug addiction is a treatable disease. Help is available. Don't make your mother bury you.