the day i lost my innocence
the day it all changed
the day i took a blade to my wrist
and watched my blood drain

i didn't know it then
but i started a deadly habit;
one that would keep me up at night,
reign over me like a queen and put up a fight

i have not yet broken this habit
and maybe never will
but as long as it doesn't **** me
i think I'll keep the thrill