i love everyone every single one and everything every little thing
thank seminal thought because i never thought that anyone's special everyone's special
trust is subtractive by nature its purpose as random as nature but i'm only willing to trade what you might be willing to trade
so i trust what know and i love what i don't i use it as currency in case of emergency
it can buy me your time bit of yours, bit of mine i love what i trust and i know what i don't
at the end of it all it's human nature to seek comfort, and sometimes that happens at the expense of others, whether it's intentional or not.
but when it happens to me it turns the other way round, and i hate what i know, and i fear what i don't, and run devils in the dirt just to make it feel better, to make it make sense or even emulate better; get out of the way, let you have your own way, let you throw it away, hope you find your own way, or just flush it away, i don't care anyway, just in case you forgot.
the things that i hate don't exist though memory says they existed. the fear that i try not to feel destroys me whenever i feel it. i value the trust that i've earned precisely because i have earned it. the love i hold on to has worth precisely because it is worth it.
mid-life crisis poem no.2: i once saw a sign that said 'love them all, but trust no-one' and never really got it at the time. still don't.