These days I get lost more often that not In a labyrinth of escaping echos, They belch out obscene words, each one left Behind like red hot embers for me to pick up. I strip myelf bare before you today, to say: I will not be outshined, I will not be swallowed whole, not by any of the black holes you hurl towards me like shooting stars (Come now dear, close your eyes and make a--) Wishes don't come true by wishing. You don't scare me, don't you see? The monster under my bed I used to hide from-- its just a part of your hurricane heart I get it now, now that time has healed those scars, leaving in its place opalescent stars-- You, you were just the by-product of tear-stained pillows and the (not so) occasional broken bottle
I strip myself bare before you today, to say: I'm sorry. I'm sorry my monsters were gaping mouths and mocking eyes, and yours-- yours were tangible fury and broken bones slurred words and hollow tones I'm so so sorry.
I strip myself bare before you today to tell you: I forgive you.
You know who you are. I've stopped running from your ghost, now why don't you?