somedays I sit on the edge of sanity feet dangling in a ocean of the deepest black water
somedays I stand on the edge of reality willing myself not to leap into the clouds of depression that float by
somedays I lie in bed whispering the mantra circling in my head
I am not here, I am not here, I am not here....
As some who has battled depression, I consider myself to be in recovery....and that means acknowledging ...that somedays are bad, sone are good and some are downright terrible.. But most are good ...if I choose to see the goodness... even the smallest bit of goodness