life is full of changes, but i wish this time it stayed the same. i take things for granted, like the things that keep me sane. i wish i could make the world just stop for a few, go back to the way things used to seem. i think the past is clouded by grief, we are always wishing for things how they used to be. but if we really had time machine, we'd go to the future to see how things are gonna go, if we make it through the horrible storm. i know i complain a lot, how I'm always somehow really distraught, but you keep me grounded, you keep me neat.you said things make you sad here now. you need a change of scene. I don't want you to leave, but I don't want you to leave.