When I am alone in bed, I can spread out as big as I want I can wrap myself into a cocoon blanket I can pull the covers over my messy bed hair And look as ugly as I want when I wake up in the morning
I don’t have to worry about body heat Touching me, coursing in through my skin And making me a sweaty mess I don't have to make sure not to hog the down comforter I can toss and turn as much as I want
I can rebuild you with my pillows, work them into the shape of a man I can wrap my legs around them and hold them all night Because they’re cozy and welcoming And I don’t have to place my head in anybody’s nook And I don’t have to wrap my legs around a warm body
I can watch TV until 2 o’clock in the morning And wake up with heavy purple eyes I can put my blankets in between my legs when I lay on my side Because I hate to sleep with my thighs touching And no one will be there to tell me that’s weird
I can sleep on my stomach with my hands under the pillows Or I can sleep on my back because I have no one there to hold I can snore, if I want to, I can even drool if I see fit I can open the window if I want and listen to the sounds of the street The creaky sign, and the drunk 20-somethings, getting hammered on a Tuesday And I can wonder, all alone, what they got up to that night And why they're all having so much more fun than me
But I think I’d rather be sweaty and confined I think I’d rather share my blanket cocoon and lay my head in your arm pit nook I want to kick my pillows on the floor and make room To wrap my legs around my human and pull my blankets over us both And wake up looking ugly together – with bed hair and tired eyes Even if I snore, I’d like you to hear, even if I drool