She's searching for something, to satisfy her thirst, to end her desperation, to end her craziness, but she doesn't know what.
Shes searching for something, to make her feel a whole again, like shes not empty, like she can jump to the sky with no limitations, but she doesn't know what
Her heart aches and longs to find out what. It hurts but she'll fight through this pain, until she finds what is. no matter how long it takes, she'll find it.