Hugs for sanity
Plea for help
Swollen eyes waking
Need you in bed
Not for ***
But for *******
I would smile
Take me back darling
Laughs for mask
Pretend its good
Eyes still swollen
Need your touch
Not for love
Just to feel warmth
I’d still smile
Want to be in your heart
Words for wounds
Cuts too deep
Head now pounding
Sing me to sleep
Not for affection
Just to survive
Now I would laugh
Bleeding in bath
Box for home
Bringer of peace
Eyes now closed
Pray for me please
Not for salvation
But for penance
No more laughs
On-going cremation