I don't want to do this

I don't want to hear it

I can't even think

sometimes this big mind of mine
plays tricks on me

I don't want to face reality

I'd rather live in a delusional world
where everything just fits

I don't know how to express it
what I'm feeling at this moment

I can't contain it

It bubbles up inside of me and comes out
at the  most unappropriate times

They tell me; find @ way to  channel that energy

Somewhere else

They said take this pill cause that'll help

You shouldn't say that nor should I do this but what else can I do

Besides ball up my fist

I don't know anymore

I look at the world so completely different

I don't even know what I want
but I know one thing;
peace of mine will be great

It's hard to distinguish reality from fiction

I guess that's the type of world we live in