"I'v been feeling empty for sometime now
Tried to stay in a place that I knew it's not for me
Been afraid of moving on to a different life that many wouldn't try to live
I don't feel like i belong here

Many would say pack up your things and leave it all behind
See I can't do that
It's hard

Contacted by blood that I can't wash off
I know they would leave me behind
And I know I should find my self a safe house
My own blood would shoot me down for there own lust

Why..
Why can't I leave
Wanting to leave a life it's become a wish
Looking out the car window
I know I'm not meant to be here
So much has changed the last 3 years
It's kind of a transition

Fear is controlling my steps  
Walking forward is scaring me
Leaving ordinary isn't for me
Always in the clouds
Not caring about anything
But
The blood line
That is rushing through my veins
Is poison
Pulling me down
Can't feel my own soul
There sounds crashing throw me
Going deeper
Until  I can't hear my own thoughts anymore

It's horrible to feel that your strong to reach the stars but waded down by blood line

My body each's for perfection
I'v let go of the past but it still keeps haunting me in my nightmares

Speaking in tongues I can't blame them they can't hear me screaming"