There is so much I want to share That you will never get to see Remember me Don't forget I'm grieving for what should have been Come to the funeral and celebrate Nothing I do or say will demonstrate If you don't open your eyes as well as your head Every line that I ever wrote Every whispered word I ever spoke I wanted to penetrate your skin Now I punctuate with a deep sigh A turned down mouth instead of a grin I forgot where I end and you begin As I look up to the sky today I don't want to die today I am walking blindly in the light That should be filled with fun and hope I will pick up my bag of trust Scrape off the mud and rust I will wind up the mechanism that that propels me Broken promises and spells surround me My feet and my hands are all I know Although my fingertips are burned I can feel the healing kisses You and I are bigger than this The us we called we is what I'll miss